新的一学期开始第7周了 一切还是那么的繁忙与拥挤 每天在lecture lab 和tut上徘徊 从一个教室到另一个教室 仿佛自己抓不到时间的尾巴 在第5周的时候 可能是因为考试的压力和生活的不如意 自己病倒了 自己在黑暗的小屋子里忍受着38的高烧 寂寞与无奈压着自己的内心 很累很憔悴

现在是假期的第2天 这两天还是每天去学校里读书 当然了 还有锻炼身体 如今每天要在健身房里待上2个多小时 这时间是我用力发泄 是我感觉到舒服的时间 即使病还没有完全痊愈 自己就忍不住去健身房里做器械 每天夜里回家 空荡荡的屋子里只有自己一个人 这两层别墅只有我一个人住 我多么希望回来之后有个人叫我的名字 问我今天过的怎么样 可惜没有 只有自己一个人煮饭 看书 睡觉 夜里总是会很晚睡去 因为我真的觉得内心的孤单 我需要有个人陪 需要这么个肩膀

日子还是要这么过下去 自己还是要忍受寂寞与孤独 也许这是人生当中的一个考验 所以我要好好把握锻炼自己意志的机会 希望自己能变的更加坚强

This is the 7th week of the new semester in 2011. which is the first semester in this year. Everthing is going well unless being busy. I was used to go through each of lectures labs and tuts, from this lecture room to another. It seems that i cannot hang on the speed of flying time. In the 5th week, i was being sick due to the pressure of the term test and the negatively in my life. Lying in my bed and Got the fking flu by 38 degree. Lonelyness heart. I felt wicked and sick.

Well. This is the second day of the term break. I am still going to college during this two days and obviously still working hard on gym. I used to spending for two and half hours
in gym which is the best time for me to feel comfortable. When i got back home from school at night, There is no one there in my house. How i wish someone can say Hi to me and give me a hug whatever. However. still me doing cooking reading the books and sleeping. I went to bed late at night because the lonelyness in the deep. I need someone and need a shoulder.

Time flies and eveything will go ahead as normal. Maybe this period is a chanllenge for me. Frankly to say i need to be stronger than before so that i will be the man whom i want to be in the future