新的一学期开始第7周了 一切还是那么的繁忙与拥挤 每天在lecture lab 和tut上徘徊 从一个教室到另一个教室 仿佛自己抓不到时间的尾巴 在第5周的时候 可能是因为考试的压力和生活的不如意 自己病倒了 自己在黑暗的小屋子里忍受着38的高烧 寂寞与无奈压着自己的内心 很累很憔悴

现在是假期的第2天 这两天还是每天去学校里读书 当然了 还有锻炼身体 如今每天要在健身房里待上2个多小时 这时间是我用力发泄 是我感觉到舒服的时间 即使病还没有完全痊愈 自己就忍不住去健身房里做器械 每天夜里回家 空荡荡的屋子里只有自己一个人 这两层别墅只有我一个人住 我多么希望回来之后有个人叫我的名字 问我今天过的怎么样 可惜没有 只有自己一个人煮饭 看书 睡觉 夜里总是会很晚睡去 因为我真的觉得内心的孤单 我需要有个人陪 需要这么个肩膀

日子还是要这么过下去 自己还是要忍受寂寞与孤独 也许这是人生当中的一个考验 所以我要好好把握锻炼自己意志的机会 希望自己能变的更加坚强

This is the 7th week of the new semester in 2011. which is the first semester in this year. Everthing is going well unless being busy. I was used to go through each of lectures labs and tuts, from this lecture room to another. It seems that i cannot hang on the speed of flying time. In the 5th week, i was being sick due to the pressure of the term test and the negatively in my life. Lying in my bed and Got the fking flu by 38 degree. Lonelyness heart. I felt wicked and sick.

Well. This is the second day of the term break. I am still going to college during this two days and obviously still working hard on gym. I used to spending for two and half hours
in gym which is the best time for me to feel comfortable. When i got back home from school at night, There is no one there in my house. How i wish someone can say Hi to me and give me a hug whatever. However. still me doing cooking reading the books and sleeping. I went to bed late at night because the lonelyness in the deep. I need someone and need a shoulder.

Time flies and eveything will go ahead as normal. Maybe this period is a chanllenge for me. Frankly to say i need to be stronger than before so that i will be the man whom i want to be in the future

Graduation is coming at 7pm in Auckland> I am ready for that. LOL

I was just been to Maggie's graduation from Auckland University in ASB theatre. Many students like her around families and friends smile sweetly like a lovely baby. There is no denying that they work hard these three years. That s redound what they did. Frankly I envy them and obviously i am being encouraged by them ,which means i need to follow their steps.Fighting.

我刚刚从maggie的毕业典礼上回来. 许多学生在父母朋友的陪同下来到ASB剧院，脸上洋溢着幸福可爱的笑容.不可否认的说他们在这3年里努力的学习着.着是对他们所做的回报.我很羡慕他们，当热了我也被他们所鼓励，让我去追赶他们的脚步.

Three pastors come to church to pray for me and help me baptise. My lovely teachers Tesha, also my kiwi mum also come to celebrate my second born.

3个牧师来到教会为我祷告为我施洗.我可爱的老师也是kiwi 妈妈Tersha也来庆祝我的第二次生日

ALL my friends come to my church to celebrate my baptism.In addition, there are another two chinese brothers baptised with me. That s so blessed.Blessed in jesus s name.

很多我的朋友来到我的教会去庆祝我的洗礼.同时，也有另外两个中国兄弟和我一起洗礼.这真的是很受恩典！

God is great...God's love is amazing..
Today is 30/4/2010, which is really important day for me. Baptism. What a big word! I was baptised at 4 oclock in my lovely church. So many people went to there to celebrate my baptsm. That s amazing. I don t know how to describe my feeling at that time. Just like a kind mixture of all the feelings. A little bit nervous, kind of excited, acceptable, unbelieveable....To be honest, It is easy to feel God's love and Jesus Christ holy spirit. At the time when i am sinking into the water, all my body is under the water, a kind of thing came into my heart. The water which is jesus'blood washed my sins and make me become a new person. I am becoming the son of God who God really love. God's smile is existing in my mind just like he leads my way all the time. After baptising, I think about 18th 19th scholorship students esp john. I really thanks for all these guys. Because of them , i feel Jesus love. I can see the amazing love through them. It s a pity that they did nt see me when i was baptised. But i know they are all happy with my decision although they are not see it besides me. Thanks to them. Thank God to lead me.
Righteous Father, though the world does not know you, i know you, and they know that you have sent me. I have made you known to them, and will continue to make you known in order that the love you have for me may be in them and that myself may be in them-John 17:20

今天是2010年4月30日，对我来说是个很重要的日子.洗礼.多么神圣的一个词.今天4点在我可爱的教堂受洗.很多很多人前往去祝贺我的洗礼.我不知道用什么感觉去形容我那时候的心情.就像各种感觉混合在一个:一点点紧张，一些兴奋，不敢相信... 说真的,很容易感觉到主耶稣的爱和充满的圣灵.在我进入水中的时候，在我的身体都在水下的时候，一种东西进入我的心中.这水就是主耶稣的鲜血洗净了我的罪， 让我变成了一个新造的人，我成为了主的孩子.主的笑容出现在我的脑海中就像他一直在指引我一样.在洗礼过后，我想起18期和19期的奖学金学生，特别是john.我真的很感谢他们.因为他们，我感觉到耶稣的爱，我可以看见这种神奇的爱作用在他们的身上.有点遗憾他们没有看到我的洗礼.但是我知道他们会很开心知道我做出洗礼这个决定.感谢他们，感谢主的引导.
公义的父啊，世人未曾认识你，我却认识你，这些人也知道你差了我来. 我已将你的名指示他们，还要指示他们，使你所爱我的爱在他们里面，我也在他们里面-约翰福音 17:20

Well.Auckland is a really big city, which is one of the most biggest cities in the world. The city, suburbs and gulf islands cover an area of 637km2.Auckland is built on a narrow isthmus between two harbours, and is surrounded by extinct volcanoes and picturesque islands.Frankly to say, it s quite a beautiful city. However, the auckland city center is really small.Nowadays my school and my new house located there.

奥克兰是世界上几个最大城市之一.在城市，郊区和海湾岛屿占地637平方公里领域.奥克兰是建立在两个港口之间狭窄的地峡，是由死火山和如诗如画的岛屿所包围.坦白的说， 这真是一个美丽的城市. 但是奥克兰市中心却是很小的，如今我的学校和我的新家就坐落在这里